Dear Diary. I have been excited and nervous about making my first video to post and hoping it will be good enough to get some viewers hearts racing.

I have been practicing whenever I get a chance, I don't mind any excuse to play with myself... and is that a bad thing. I have quite a vivid imagination and like to close my eyes and picture who is watching me run my hands all over myself. Sometimes it is a private show. Sometimes my audience is a little bigger. Sometimes I imagine that I am being spied on without knowing anyone is there watching. That would be kinda hot.... I wonder if that's ever actually happened to me. If it has I hope that they enjoyed the show.

But to be honest I get alot of pleasure from giving pleasure to others. I suppose that is why I tend to be a bit submissive and why I get turned on by a partner that takes charge and knows what they want. I still have my limits but if I am asked or told to do something I am usually keen to give it a try. Thats how I discovered that as well as liking to be handled tenderly and gently I also get a thrill out of a rough hard fuck too. If I hadn't tried taking a pounding when I was told too I would have never know. I am starting to get curious about how rough I can handle..... maybe I will have to post a video of me testing my limits. I wonder if that's something people would want to see. I might just have to find out

Later on I am going to sort through my panties to decide which I should wear for my first video post. I love putting on something sexy that I end up taking off. Maybe someone would want to buy them after, they would have been soaked in my juices coz I am sure that I will be getting horny as while I am recording. Just thinking about it is making my nipples and pussy tingle.

I might have to end this here. Think its time for a little more practice for my first vid.

Xxx